This past weekend was great! I had so much fun shopping with Jess on Friday, then the ghost tour Friday night. Then Saturday just relaxing and kinda not really spent the evening with Zach. Sunday I had a great day doing nothing just slept in, watched a movie with mom, and carved pumpkins. Yestureday was the only day that I actually go bored. I really need to find a job because just laying around while everyone else is at work is no longer enjoyable. I honestly dont know how I feel about the whole Virginia Tech. deal. Did I react the wrong way by not getting super excited and telling him Ill move with him. I just hate the idea of moving. I think its different for him because he has never had to move out of Willard. I have moved so many times and in three different states. I just dont feel the need to move away from the one place Ive been able to call home. I dont want to be the reason he doesnt go and play football I just have so many doubts and worries about it. I truely do not like the idea of starting a family without my family right there to experience everything with me. I know Caleb and I are eachother family now but I still want my parents to have a huge part in my childs life. But I am so scared that he will move out there without me, that probably sounds super selfish but I dont want to be away from him! I just want him here with me! But I guess if it came down to it I would follow him where ever he goes, because I know he would do that for me.
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