Free Write 08-30-12

Yesterday feels like it was such a long day but yet when I look at the day I didn’t do anything! I slept in, went to the police station, and then hung out with Jess and Carly. Sure I did my homework but I waited till that night when I had all day to do it. I still can't believe Ashley is gone it’s such a weird feeling! I’m really surprised we didn’t cry saying goodbye but I know there will come a day probably fairly soon where we both just sit there and cry because we miss each other! I really don’t know if I am going to go the game tonight or not. I’d love to go and watch the boys and hang out with Magee and Hornback but it’s going to be weird not being friends with either Jessie or Kayla. But it would be so great to get to spend some time with Caleb and just watch a movie and have dinner together. I am so tired! I feel like every time I ever write a free write it always says how tired I am! I’m not sure if it’s just because it’s the morning or what but even when I had a late morning class I was still completely exhausted. I know I’m tired right now because of staying up late the past two nights which last night was completely my fault but the night before I was saying goodbye to Ash. I am so freaking sick and tired of hearing about Tanner! It doesn’t matter what it’s about I’m to the point where just his name aggravates me. I think its crap how his parents treat Caleb but how godly they treat Tanner.