I am so exhausted. I couldn’t stop thinking about Ashley leaving last night. It doesn’t seem real that tonight I am going to say goodbye to her until Christmas time! I am going to miss her like crazy! I’ve never gone more than a month without seeing her and I’m not looking forward to finding out what it's like to go three full months without her! I may just have to make a trip up to Minnesota! I really want to know what Caleb talked to my parents about last night! There is a huge part of me wants to know if he talked to them at all about us getting married or if he just kinda planted the idea in their head. Either way it's driving me insane not knowing! I really hope my parents approve and just let us do what we want to do. I know my mom has a problem with us being young and doesn’t want me to rush into things or grow up to quickly but she should know by now that I will say no if I don’t wanna do something and Caleb knows and respects that. Just because he is 21 doesn’t mean that I am going to drink with him. He knows I don’t like to drink and don’t have an interest in doing so until its legal then I don’t know that it will really interest me then even.
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